The weeks are not getting any easier but are making more sense. The week started with work related outings and have ended in sickness. No classes Monday and then by mid week issues with breathing means lack of training. I did get an hour in yesterday, much needed. Will need a new focus next week starting with class on Monday and a good run after. Many personal changes going on and because of UBBT I think I am seeing much more clearly. My understanding of self has never been greater. This week the major topic of discussion in my circles (small circle) was beginnings middle and ends. I have chosen to start to only deal with beginnings and middles the end will be the result of those two. Its time to put the past in the past and move on. The now is pretty good. My sickness will past and each day is a new one. Looking forward to a great week on so many levels.
Forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it"
Brady
Right now I feel like I am on the outside looking in. For the first three months I was on the inside looking out. Due to life getting in the way I feel as if I have a cape of secrecy on. One thing I thought I was not going to have any issue was blogging. Most of the time blogging is about reflection and goal setting. At this time I am living it and not ready to reflect on it. It has been mentioned that at times UBBT members feel alone without direction. I have never felt that if anything I feel there is always something or someone to refer to. I asked a fellow UBBT member that I really look up to how his UBBT was going. He looked at me and smiled and said OK. That's exactly how I felt. Then as the day has gone on and I analyze my process the better I feel about it. It is way better then OK. It actually is pretty great I am never without a next step. I am never without direction I have twenty others that inspire me regularly whether they know it or not. Sure there are things I am have failed at or am going to fail, but its the hidden realizations and procces that truly is moving me forward. Brady Young
